Have you had that feeling that perhaps you don't belong or just don't quite know why you are here. I kinda felt that tonight.
Went out for a few drinks with friends and all was going well then a series of events happened and, well besically, shit hit
the fan. People true motives came to light and that caused friction. People locked up and I personally felt lost and bit
helpless, I wanted to help a friend in need, but couldn't. I showed my loyalties and just felt stuck in the middle. I began
to lose my cool and before I got violent I chose to leave. I just feel like I don't quite belong any more and urge to move on
and just cut off ties.

Right now I have my family here of course, but they are aware I need to spread my wings, I've had nothing but a positive reaction
from them about it. The only other two guys in this town who my heart belongs to are; a skinny cunt with mental hair and a
fat cunt with an obsession for bad cars. Without them two, I would of left the country a very long time ago.

Well that's my rant of the night done with.

laters.